I've changed a lot the last year, and I haven't always been this socially driven. In the past, my world was super-small, and the forces ruling my life was fear, insecurity and... tradition. It felt as if my existence was running on a very low frequency and I settled for tiny results. An era of constant pain & strain.
But that's the part of growing up and starting to get to know yourself and what you're capable off. I always knew I suffered for a reason, and even though I harbored a whole lot of hatred & anguish for mankind, I knew I'd grow out of that and start to channel my energy into something more beneficial.
What used to be tradition, is now an experimental mass of constant change. I'm selling my soul to evolutionary creativity instead of bitterness, and it's a huge relief, as you can imagine.
If not for my work, none of this would had been possible. I'd probably had found something to occupy my time with, but for a soul like myself, nothing will ever be enough. I don't know how to compose a good, well-written fairytale or how to draw a brush on an empty canvas, but I do know how to compose digital arts of all various forms, and that is my way of making up for all my former, selfish acts of silence.
You, my fans, followers and supporters, are my heart & motivation which brings light even to my darkest moments, and right now my ultimate goal is to bring you even more intensified work, in fresh new ways and try to include other people, to make the results even greater. I'm tired of just working alone.
Soon, I will bring the debuts of what I have planned so far. Stay tuned : D
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Someone like you should never settle for tiny results! People like yourself shouldn't resign themselves to being trapped in their own tiny prison of misery and insecurity. If anyone deserves to fly free and be open to change and evolution it is souls like yours ;)