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Xilmordas Productions Enhanced


Xil 
August 30, 2016



Ever since I started working on the amusement park in town, I've grown progressively more open. I don't have the ability to express myself as I truly am, but that doesn't stop my emotions from running all around the place, growing more vivid after every customer I talk to and serve.
I absolutely love this change, because the more open I get, the easier life actually becomes.
But the thing that truly holds me together is my modeling/filming/music work. If not for that, I'd be a hollow shell, still. And I'm looking to advance and expand as much as possible.
My published art pales in comparison to what comes in the future. I have many planned projects, and they are on my mind 24/7 and I find myself spacing out a lot because of them.
Pictures are one thing, but video and music will be something new to explore. It's realm are far, and endless in size and the opportunities within are so many that I fear I will never manage to get everything done in my lifetime.
There's just so many things I wish to create. So many things I want to add to the world, and to the minds of people of similar mind as my own. I do what I do because I'm an entertainer. An artist. And I gladly sacrifice my time in order to pursue the ultimate goal of becoming known. Not for the sake of fame, money or power.. but because I wish to inspire people to feel what I feel. To see a glimpse of my own world that I cannot utter in mere words. Art cannot be defined, controlled or capitalized upon. It's an universal force that is controlled by our emotions, and emotions are what makes our lives so 'life-like'. We can't escape that.

Digital Creativity is my way of feeling, and making people feel something. And I will never stop my pursuit in being better at what I do.

With that said. Expect some heavy stuff in the near future.
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Xil ,
@Cat Drage I'm pleased to hear that ^^ I can assure you that my upcoming projects are much more intense and more entertaining, hopefully more impressive by the means of looks, too... Many thanks for your support. :D @Demons Yeah, my work is very personal and I do it for deeper, more artful reasons. It's important to weave the right emotions into its threads because, I believe in its inspirational power. ^^ @Jazzy Absolutely. The way of life, truly. Better than religion. :'D @Coryaya Famous is but a stepping stone. The reason for fame is what it's all about, and I desire to keep my content clean, and true, because I live for the opinions of the right people. ;) Thanks! @Evixrodd I appreciate it. I was close on going down the psychologist road myself once. I will be sure to keep that in mind. ^^ I don't usually share this much, but it happens, and up until lately, I've shed my former fears of 'speaking out'. Usually only keeping my messages in cryptic sentences and incomprehensible riddles. I'm glad to give it to you all straight. :) Yeah, I will try ^^
10 years ago
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Evixrodd ,
As a psychologist I am fascinated with bits of your thinking I can see in your posts! I highly recommend you to read a book called "Mindsets" by Carol Dweck phd. From what I can tell you have an extreme example of growth mindset and that is fantastic since I see that you are using it for great personal development. Just don't over-stretch yourself :)
10 years ago
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Coryaya ,
The fact that you wanna be famous so you can spread your message is what every artist should strive for! You go, dude :D
10 years ago
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Jazzy ,
One wise guy sad that art is a shared emotion! :D I can't wait to see and hear how much progress you made in last couple of months!
10 years ago
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Demons ,
It's really commendable that you seek out recognition not because of fame but because you want to give more of yourself to the world and hopefully inspire it. That makes you a true artist in my book ;)
10 years ago
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Cat Drage ,
I have followed your work for a long time and I am always amazed with each new set you produce, I await your new work with great anticipation :-)
10 years ago
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