I don't understand why every day has to be a dramatic one. Every single day contains an ounce of drama, anguish or whatever. It is making my work more difficult - but also more inspirational.
Suffering, in my opinion, is like a gift that gives you the focus required to perform your work. It brings life to your creation. So this is the perfect time to edit and bring my next music video to the world.

I do admit that I still have my doubts. I am still not driven enough to achieve my true potential, but I feel that it is just a matter of time before I strike gold and become my true self. This is why I need to finish my video as soon as possible, so that can move unto bigger, greater things.

As of right now, almost every 'scene' is in place. I just need to make effects and stuff appear flawlessly, and to switch out any defect scenes to something better. I cannot help but to feel that I made multiple mistakes... but I guess that is just the excruciating boredom that comes with listening to this song, over and over again, when all I want to do is to move on and find a song that suits the "current me".

I love metal, of all kinds, but right now I feel that I should be doing something else. Something more concrete and calm. Yes, I will definitely do this once I can.
Stay tuned.